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lokking through the looking glass [15 Mar 2004|09:14pm]

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I love sitting on my roof. .I has found a new nocturnal habit. Almost every night I see the most amazing thing.

He stands, looking out over the ocean; He is always holding himself in a tight embrace. His tight ripped jeans cling to his hips. I trace his lines from hips with my tongue in my mind.

I watch him relax, his eyes close. His hands drop from his shoulders behind him. I see his lovers snake from behind running over his stomach, his dexterous fingers work quickly on the button of those ripped jeans. I watch them inch down as his neck stretches around and welcomes his lover with a hard kiss.

His mouth explores his lover; he turns him slowly so that his lover has his back to me, to the glass. Their hands wander over each other undoing buttons and zipper. His lover’s breath steams the glass as he lifts him up, pinning him between his perfect form and the cold glass. His lip linger over his lover’s shoulder, his mouth whispers a silent “I love you “that is no doubt springing fourth from his moist lips. His lover’s thighs cling around his waist tightly. I see his lovers hand clutch at his hair and I try to imagine the moans and whimpers left silent o me from distance.

Their bodies collide pressed against the glass. I lick my lips looking through the window that I use to see them. His lover bites back moans as he kisses along his neck. I can see him watching his lover, enjoying the response from his touch. He brushes his lips over his lover’s forehead as he rocks his hips into his lover’s thighs. His lover’s body pushes back against him using the glass as leverage.

I see his lovers mouth part, his head bends back and his warm cheek presses against the cool glass. His lover moaning out, his breath clouding the glass

I can see his lover scratch over his neck .push down harder against him. trying to get closer. Feel him deeper inside him.

He wets his lips as his body jerks and presses his lover against the glass. His lips press over his lover’s throat, a silent palm slams against the glass. I watch them slide down to the floor, disappearing, leaving a shadowy cloud of steam where they both once were.

11 confessions|kiss and tell

AVALON RPG Community
102 [08 Mar 2004|11:24pm]

[ mood | busy ]

A large list of APHRODISIACS that may or may not work...

Agave (Agavaceae), Mexico-ritual inebriant. Fermented juice, or agave wine, called pulque, from the peduncle is used. Add few seeds ofthorn apple to increase effect. Tequila is destilled from Agave Tequilana. Other spicies used to make schnapps called mezcal.

American ginseng (Panax quinquefolius) N America- generalt tonic that strengthens the yin. Eat fresh or dried root, infusions. Root was used by American Indians as protective amulet and a love charm. Contains similar active ingredients as Asian relative.

Angel's trumpet (Brugmansia aurea, Solanaceae) South America - strong inebriant, hallucinogenic, magical agent. Tea made from leaves, flowers smoked. Decoctions made from leaves and seeds with water or maize beer ia a potent aphrodosiac. Contains highly active tropane alkaloids.

Anice (Pimpinella anisum) Mediterranean - contains aromatic oil, that has stimulating and digestive properties, spice used in tea and food

Asafoetida (Ferula asa foetida) Central Asia - mild stimulant,spice, incence, resin ingested. The sap of the plant become a resin on contact with air. Considered a best aphrodisiac in Tibetain medicine, use 300 to 1000mg, used also to trat hysteria and cramps.

Asparagus (Asparagus officinales) - diuretic, it stimulates activity of kidneys and is depurative. People who eat a lot of asparagus have also many lovers.

Arabian coffee (Coffea arabica) East Africa, Arabia Was a sacred beverage to African sufis. For aphrodisiac results mix in cardamom and honey.

Avocado (Persea americana) Central America - invigorador, abortifacent,bark used as remedy for women's ailments, seed can be grated for tea. Flesh and seed contain vitamins and oil.

Ayahuasca (Banisteriopsis caapi) -giant liana, tropical Amazon forests. Promotes potency, psychedelic, ritual inebriant, use decoctions made from liana.Psychodelic drink is made from the bark and is taken in group rituals full of sex in order to revive the mythical past of the tribe. The barc contains the B-carbolines harmaline and harmine. Rats under influence of these chemicals attain erections faster and increase frequency of copulations.

Basil (Ocimum sanctum) South Asia, Europe - some varieties used as spices, some for medical uses and the tulasi plant (Ocimum sanctum) is one of the most sacred of Hindus. It is dedicated to Goddess Lakshmi and her spose Vishnu and is planted on altars. Eat one leaf a day to express religious respect, maintain health, prosperity and fertility, gives never boring sex life, ward off demons. The popular spice basil (Ocimum basilicum) also possess aphrodisiac powers. Contain essential oil, tannins and vitamins.

Beladonna (Atropa beladonna, Solanaceae)- hallucinogenic, witche's plant, syster of mandrake. Fresh berry eaten, leaves smoked. The Thessalian witches combined beladonna root with wine to make powerful love drink. All parts of plant contain strong alkaloids. In the proper dosage it will increase desire, but overdosage will lead to death via respiratory paralysis. See Carlos Castaneda books for detail trip preparation.

Betel palm (Areca catechu) - strong stimulant, betel seeds eaten, they contain alkaloids that have stimulating effect on the entire body and eros. Toxic to intestinal parasites. It's a traditional aphrodosiac in Ayurvedic medicine and is counted among the eight types of plesure in the Brahmanic tradition. It has magical and religious properties and used as an offering to the Gods.

Borrachero (Methysticodendron amesianum, Solanaceae) Columbia -strong inebriant, aphrodisiac, use decoctions made from fresh leaves. All parts of plant contain highly active tropane alkaloids, with 80% scopolamine.

Brunfelsia (Brunfelsia species, Solanaceae) Amazon -mild psychodelic, hallucinogene, use decoctions made from root for love drink and against snake bites.

Cacao tree( Theobroma cacao) Central America-mild stimulant, ground beans made into drink or chocolate bar. Antient Indian recepie of chocolati: roasdet beans are ground and dissolved in water, along with vanila, cayenne pepper, matico pepper, pimento, canella, squash seeds, cup of gold and can be salty or sweetened with honey. Cocoa was considered the "food of gods"; Aztec prostitutes were paid in cocoa. Beans contain theobromine and caffeine, aphrodosiac phenylethylamine.

Calamus (Araceae) -stimulant, skin irritant, use oil added to tea or bath, promotes erection. Chew root to ward off exhaustion or pulverize for snuff. For sex stimulation high doses recommended, an herbal bath with calamus increases erotic desires.

Cardamom Elettaria cardamomum) Soitheast Asia - stimulant, especially of added to coffee, essential oil has erotic effect.

Carrot (Daucus carota) worldwide -invigator, the root has diuretic and abortifacient powers and incites coitus, contain carotine and vitamin A uncooked. Wild carrot seeds regulate menstruation and have intipregnant effect. Chew a sponfull of seeds few hours before after sex to avoid pregnancy.

Cayenne pepper (Capsicum annuum, Solanaceae) Middle and South America - stimulant, irritant, fresh or dried fruits eaten. A snuff made from the fruits has ritual significance. It is a hot food and heatence the sexual drive. It has irritating effect on membranes and urogenital area. Contains acrid substance capsaicin and a lot of vitamin C. Avoid overdosage.

Celery (Apium graveolenns) -stimulant, fresh root eaten, it strenghen the sex organs. Celery root contains an essential oil and minerals iron, calcium, magnesuim, sulphur, phosphorus.

Chilito (Epithelantha micromeris), Mexico - cactus, increases performance, doping agent, fresh fruits eaten. Unlish self-destructing forces present in the evil people. All parts contain triterpenes and psychodelically active alcaloids.

Cinnamon ( Cinnamomum zeylanicum) Southern Asia , evergreen -stimulant, spice used in food or massage oil into genitals for erotic stimulation.

Clary (Salvia sclarea) Mediterrenian - erotic stimulant, essential oil ingested or inhailed, plant added to wine used in aromatherapy as aphrodisiac, dried plant smoked.

Clove (Eugenia caryophyllata) Moluccas - stimulant, used as spice or oil, that has strong aniseptic and stimulating properties.

Coca shrub(Erythroxylum coca) South America- strong stimulating effect on central nervous system, leaves chewd with lime, smoked or sniffed as cocaine. Indians considered the coca a gift from gods and held it sacred. The leaves was used for oracular, medicinal and religious purposes. The fresh leaves were chewed with slaked lime as a stimulant and aphrodisiac. All parts especially leaves contain cocaine, stimulant and anasthetic.

Coconut palm (Cocos nucifera) - invigorator, inebriant, eat flash of coconut or drink coconut wine- the sap of the tree. Add thorn apple seeds or cocnut milk and honey for better results. Palm wine can be dilstilled schnapps called arak.

Cola nut (Cola nitida) Central Africa - stimulant, used in love magic, fresh nuts chewed or extract ingested. Was used as currency in W Africa. Contain hight concentration of caffeine, theobromine and tannin.

Coral tree (Erythrina americana) America- strong inebriant,poison,magical agent, plant of prophecy, seeds ingested. After eating few of the seeds women become totally available. Great for one night stay, in Mexico women who looked for a one time lover wear the necklace from this seeds. The wood is used to make phallic amulets. The beans contain cytisine, a psychodelicaly active but toxic chemical.

Coriander (Coriandrum sativum) worldwide -stimulant known sinse ancient Egypt and Palestine, add coriander to wine to increase the semen.

Cotton (Gossypium herbaceum) South Asia - abortifacient, increases the flow of blood to genitals, use decoction made of root cortex. Root extractions used in folk gynecology to induce aborthion, for menopause and menstruation problems, inhibit production of semen in men.

Cup of Gold (Solandra brevicalyx, Solanaceae) Central and South America- stimulant, inebriant, scent of flowers for perfume or leaves and flowers made into tea. An overdose can lead to death from exxxessive sexual drive. All parts contain tropane alkaloids.

Damiana (Turnera diffusa) America - stimulant, smoked or extract drunk in water or , more effective, alcohol. Contain essential oil, tannin and other active ingredients.

Date palm (Phoenix dactilifera) Asia, Arabia, N America- invigorator, inebriant, dates eated, palm wine drunk. Add preparations of nightshade, hemp or opium for better results.

Dita (Apocynaceae) India, Sri Lanka- increases desire, it's a tree, burk is medicinal, but seeds used as aphrodosiac. In India seeds was served in Tantric rituals for better erection and delaying orgasm. Contains alkaloid chlorogenine that has strong stimulating effect on genitals.

Durian (Durio zibethinus) Southeast Asia - invigorator, creamy fruit pulp has srton aphrodisiac effect.

Epena (Leguminosae) Tropics, South America - strong psychodelic, used in shamanism, use snuff or smoke made from seeds, not effective orally. Contains DMT. Used by shamans to contact their personal spirit guardians, men often use this drug to incease sexual vigor.

Ephedra (Ephedra sinensis) worldwide- stimulates CNS, ritual drink, tea is aphrodisiac. Also prescribed for any respiratory problems, antiallergic.

Fly agaric (Amanitaceae) - a mashroom, stimulant, psychodelic, inebriant (in shamanism), dried caps eaten or smoked. Used by shamans of both hemispheres for healing transes and the gift of prophecy.

Fo-ti-teng, or gotu kola ( Hydrocotyle asiatica minor) Asia - invigirator, tonic, all plant eaten or made into tea. Daily use of leaves or tea from dry leaves prolong life and fires the sexuality. Leaves and seeds have alkaloid (vitamin X) that stimulates adrenal glands.

Galangol (Kaempheria galanga) Southern China, Thailand, India - strong stimulant, rootstock ingested. It "aromatizes breath, promotes digestion and stimulates lust".

Garlic (Liliaseae) - tonic, reguvenator, used as spice, magic element to banish bad influence or vampires. Essential oils have antibiotic and cell-activating effect. Used as aphrodisiac since Egiptians, the Romans consecrated it to Ceres, the goddess of fertility and made love dring from pressed garlic juice and coriander. Can heal impotency brought by witchcraft spells.

Ginger (Zingber officinarum) South Asia - stimulant, rootstock eaten ormade into tea. Has hot qualities, brings fire into the body.

Gingko (Ginkgo biloba) China, Japan - invigorator, seeds eaten. The plant is a last surviving representative from the Mesozoic period, 240 million yaers ago. Grilled seeds are very good aphrodosoac for men, they bring power in the lower abdomen.

Ginseng (Panax ginseng) East Asia- tonic, extract of the root ingested. Effective if used regularly.

Grapevine (Vitis vinifera) Mediterranean - inebriant, ingester as wine.

Guarana (Paullinia cupana) Amazon region - strong stimulant, seeds brewd in tea. Seeds called the "friuts of youth". Contains 5%caffeine, resins and essential oils.

Guayca wood (Guayacum sanctum) Central America - depurative, decoctions made from the wood, called wood of life. Faimous remedy against syphilis, improves erection and irritates lower abdomen.

Hemp (Cannabis sativa) - mild psychodelic, ensiteserotic sensations, female flowers smoked, resin ingested. It is one of the humanity's oldest cultivated plants. Marijuana and hashish just like wine, is the most used inebriants

Henbaneor devil's weed (Hyoscyamus niger) nightshade (Solanaseae) family, Eurasia, North Africa - has inebrating and aphrodisiac effect, poisonous. Herb of sun god Apollo and Hercules, a plant with connection to heaven and hell. A person able to ingest it can anter both of these regions. Was widely used among ancient Germanic and Slavic tribes. They was making mead- the drink of Gods-made of honey, with other added ingridients like poppy or opium, henbane and others. Egiptions brew beer with henbane seeds, and germans took the recipy. This beer was drunk to the honor of the god Aegir till souls joined the union with the gods. In 1516 rules of beer purity was applied by chirch and use of drugs like henbane was forbidden, instead they begin to brew beer with hops. Since it is poisonous it,s better to smoke the plant or use in ointmentsor throw henbane seeds into fire.the aphrodisiac effect is a result of muscle-relaxing and psychodelic effects of alkaloid scopolamine (40%)

Horseredish (Armoracia rusticana) - stimulant, root ingested. Root often looks exactly like an erect penis. Like other pungent spices it foments love. It popular for renewing strength after sexual exhaustion. The root is rich in vitamin C, potassium,Ca, Mg, Iron and enzumes, stimulate activity of stomach and intestines and has expectorant, diuretic and warming effect.

Horsetail (Equisetum myriochaetum) Central America- tonic, contains most Silica, stimulates immune system, infusion made out of fresh stalks gives grate erections.

Iboga (Tabernanthe iboga) W Africa- psychodelic, magical agent, inebriant, root chewd, root cortex swallowed. Sacramental plant in W African cults, one of the strongest Afican aphrodisiacs, good to combine with yohimbe bark. Contains indole alkaloids, ibogaine.

Irish Moss - helps to boost the production of semen in men. I think it's the zinc in it that does it.(a tip from my friend Chris)

Jangida (Withania somniferum, Solanaceae) South Asia- tonic,healing plant, vajikarana, root ingested, Vedic magical plant as Ginseng for Chinese. Love drinks made from root, contain steroidal sbstances, stimulating and antibiotic.

Justica (Justica pectorialis) Central America, West Andies - invigortor, Entire plant is dried, made into a poweder and is effective as aphrodosiac only as a snuff or smoked, especially with Marijuana.

Kava-kava (Piper methysticum) Polynesia- invigoratour, increases performance, ritual drink, extract made of root after frmentaition ingredients of the root change and have psychotropic and aphrodisiac qualities.

Koribo (Tanaecium nocturnum) Central and South America, Carribean- psychodelic, magical agent, use decoction or cnuff made from the leaves. Root cortex is made into aphrodisiac tea.

Lakshmana (Calonyction muricatum) India - tonic, vajicarana, ingested. Vine, is also called Shiva tendril, considered a yoga plant and symbolizes Kundalini serpent, the active female energy, shakti, that links human with the divine. She is the lover of Shiva and when it awakens it has the desire to unite with him, sitting at the crown shacra. This desire is sexual, like any desire. The brew from lakshmana plant awakes the kundalini and is regarded the best vajikarana (aphrodisiacs). All parts of the plant contain 3.7% benehic acid, which has central stimulating, psychoactive and aphrodosiac qualities.

Licorice Glycyrrhiza glabra) Europe, Asia - tonic, ingested in tea or in poweder, use woody root. Espesially popular as aphrodisiac among women. Also is a remedy for coughs, stomach and intestinal problems. Contains sweetener glycyrrhinine, hormones, essential oil, tanins and flavones.

Ling-chih (Ganoderma lucidum) East Asia - tonic,rejuvenator, anticarcinogen, magical agent, dried mashroom eaten. In Japanise, called reishi, known as "mushroom of immortality", a symbol of long, healthy and sexually fullfilled life, has anticarcinogenic effects.

Lotus (Nelumbo nucifera) Asia - invigoratour, seeds eaten, roots made into flour. The flower is a symbol of cosmic vagina, the seeds a symbol of divine creation and the entire plant is a symbol of enlightment, spiritual development and eternal life. Mild, mostly ritual aphrodosiac, affecting subtle levels.

Lovage (Levisticum officinale) Eurasia - stimulant, ingested as spice. Fresh roots is used to prepare the love drink that softens the even most prudish women.

Magic mashroom (Stropharia cubensis) Worldwide- strong psychodelic, plant of prophecy, magical agent, fresh or dried shroomz eaten. In low doses works like excelent aphrodisiac. Contains psilocin and psilocybin, both psychodelically active.

Mandrake (Mandragora officinarum, Solanaceae) Europe, N Africa, Asia, Himalayas -strongly disinhibiting, stimulates the libido, magical root, poisonous, narcotic, withes plant. Fresh froots eaten, leaves smoked, roots ingested in wine. It is rare, closely associated with black magic, witchcraft, pagan rituals and is attributed with some evil. The root contains highly active tropane alkaloids which in proper dosage evoke intensly erotic effects. Overdoses lead to death via respiratory paralysis.

Matico (Piper angustifolium) Central and South America - stimulant, fruit and leaves chewed or brewd into aprodisiac tea. Leaves were used against syphilis. Matico pepper is used for aphrodisiac dishes specifically. Containd essential oils, resin, maticin.

Matwu (Cacalia cordifolia) Mexico, N America - psychodelic, magical agent, herbage ingested. Drink made of matwu trats infertility and sterility.

Morning glory (Ipomoea violacea) America- strong psychodelic, plant of prophecy, seeds ingested. Seeds were were considered the home of God and used in pre Columbian times for gynecological problems, divinatory and religious purposes. 2-4 seeds have direct affect on sexual drive, 5-6 heeded to achive psychodelic state and unlish psychic powers. Seeds contain lysergic acid derivatives that cause uterine contractions.

Muira puama (Liriosma ovata) S America - tonic,extract of bark and wood ingested or fresh parts of the plant chjewd for infertility and to increase pleasure. Boil the dry wood and bark for 40 min, however, alcohol extract is the most effective. Contans esters, resins, sitosterol.

Mustard (Brassica nigra) - stimulant, irritant, ground seeds and plant promote virility, therefore monks were forbidden to eat mastard.

Niando (Euphorbiaceae) Africa - strongly increases erotocosm, magical and religious perposes, use decoction made from bark: addroot cortex to palm wine. Contains alkaloid yohimbineand increase erotic activities.

Nutmeg (Myristica fragrans) Asia, Africa - strong stimulant, inebriant, used in love magic. Ingest seeds (nuts), mace or oil. Main component is myristicin, the base of "love drug" MDA or ecstasy.

Nux vomica (Strychnos nux-vomica) - invigirator, increase performance, poison, pulverized seeds ingested.Very potent aphrodosiac, especially mixed with opium, thorn apple or hemp.Contains alkaloidsand glycosides, including notorious strychnine, which in small doses is an effective aphrodisiac, medium-psychodelic and in high doses (60-90mg) is a deadly poison. Strychnos ignatii has similar effect.

Ololiugui (Turbina corymbosa) America- strong psychodelic, plant of prophecy, seeds ingested to establish contact with gods, spirits, ancestors, past and future, during shamanic healing sessions, for prophecy, and to heal many diseases,especially femaile disorders, in form of vaginal and anal enemas. Ingest few seeds as aphrodosiac. Contain ergot alkaloids

Orchis- invigoratour, use flour made from root

Parsley (Petroselinum crispum) Eurasia, N Africa- strong irritant in hihg doses, ingested as spice, decoction made from roots. Root is reach in apitol, that has stimulating and psychotropic effects, irritates urinary passages and uterus. The irratation can cause an abortion, but can be also sexually stimulating.Stulk used for love magic, root is mixed into witches flying oitments intended to induce erotic energy.

Pepper (Piper nigrum) South Asia - stimulant, love magic agent, contains alcaloid the has irritating effect on mucous. Cubeb pepper (Piper Cubeba) has substanses that stimulate sex drive.

Peyote (Lophophora williamsii) Central America- psychodelic, sacrament, plant of prophecy, buttons eaten. In small doses peyote has strong aphrodosiac effect. Contain about thirty alkaloids, of which mescaline is the main.

Pimento (Pimenta dioica) Central America, Carribean- stimulant, one of the most common spices in ancient America and indian folk medicine, warm the body, treat neuralgia and digestive problems. Apfrodisiac, when taken in lagre quantaties , especially with cocoa. Contain an essential oil

Pineapple (Ananas cosmosus) - diuretic, invigorator, great digestive effect, purifying effect. Use fresh fruit juice. For aphrodisiac effect eat with chili powder or mix with honey and rum.A small glass taken daily promotes energies of love. Contains proteolitic enzyme bromelain and minerals. Unripe fruits can cause pregnant women to miscarry.

Pomegranate tree (Punica granatum) Mediterranean, Asia Minor- invigoratour, fruits eaten, the friut is sacred to Astarte and Aphrodite, rind of fruit rich in tannins.

Poppy (Papaver somniferum) - inebriant, sexual stimulant, narcotic, eaten or smoked as opium.

Prikly poppy (Papaveraceae, Agremone mexicana) - narkotic, herbage smoked. Was one of the best remedies of Mayas and Aztecs as analgesic. The dried leaves and flowers are smoked as an aphrodisiac. The plant contains ywo alkaloids with slight narcotic effect.

Qat (Catha edulis) Northeast Africa, Arabia - strong stimulant, ritual plant, fresh leaves chewed, made into sweets with honey or mixed into cofee, dried leaves smoked alone or with hashish. Egiptions considered it a plant that opens the way to divine, promote mystical insights and inhance sensuality. Contains large amount of cathine (ephedrine) and a-aminopropiophenone.

Quebracho (Aspidosperma quebraco-blanco) , tropical tree- antipyretic, magical plant, decoction or infusion made from bark. It is placed in molle beer or boiled with mate (llex paraguariensis); it also has abortive and contraceptive properties. The bark contains aphrodisiac yohimbine. Overdoses are dangerous.

Rosemary (Rosmarinus officinales) Eurasia, N Africa- strong erotic effect upon the skin, ingested as spice, added to bath or wine. Contains essential oil with psychotropic effect. In large quantaties can be abortifacent.

Saffron (Crocus sativus) Asia, N Africa - has hot and dry qualities, stimulant or inebriant depending on dosage, sun dried filaments ingestedtrehgen the uretrus and treats menstrual problems, stimulates sexual desires for women. Essential oil evokes long, distinctive orgasms. In high doses saffron oil is abortive and toxic.

San Pedro cactus (Trichocereus pachanoi) South America - psychodelic, invigoratour, ritual drink, use decoction made from fresh cactus flesh, dried rind eaten. A sufficient aphrodisiac dose is 0.07 to 1 once (2-3 grams) of dried rind. Contains mescaline, effect similar with peyote.

Sassafras tree (Sassafras albidium) N America- mild psychodelic, empathogen, love magic, oil ingested, root cortex used for brewing love drinks. Love tree of American Indians. Contains safrole, the basis of modern love drug MDMA. Do not take more then 100mg of oil, or side effects may occure, oil is suited for erotic massage as well.

Saw palmetto (Serenoa serrulata) N America - promotes circulation in the genitals, fruits eaten or fermented juice made into a love drink. Contain fatty acids, essential oil and estrogen substance.

Scopolia (Scopolia carniolica, Solanaceae) Europe - hallucinogenic, poison, ingested as root decoctions. Substitute of Mandrake. Berries and rootstock contain tropane alkaloids, can be poisonous.

Sea bean ( Canavalia maritima) South America, Africa- psychodelic, beans have aphrodisiac qualities, ingested or smoked in place of marijuana together with dried leaves. In antient America beans was used in magic and rituals, found in the prehistoric graves. The active substance is L-betonicine.

Siberian ginseng (Eleutherococcus senticosus) E Asia - tonic, invigotatour, increases performance, extract from roots ingested. Used daily, it preserves health, strengthen the immune system, balances the enegry levels in the body and stimulates sexual appetite. The root contains tonic and stimulants eleuterosides.

Squash (Curcubita pepo) America - diuretic, invigoratour, seeds eaten and aphrodisiac for women. In Aurvedic and Tantric systems seeds eaten during rituals of love, and belong to vajicarana. Seeds contain fatty oil, protein and vitamin E that is important for healthy sexuality.

Stinging nettle (Urtica dioica) Uerasia - skin irritant, stimulates circulation, seeds made into tea, leaves smoked, or used as an oitment. Leaf tea has healing effect for femail disorders. The nettle flagellation involved whipping naked partner, particular the genital region, with fresh nettles until erection or lust occures.

Sunflower (Helianthus annus) Central America, later worldwide- stimulant, flower petals made into tea. Contains chlorogenic acid, and vitamin E which has sexually stimulating effect. Lonicerus suggested cooking the fresh petals in oil and eating them with salt and pepper and it has great power for marital works. Also used as a remedy for rheumatic and intestinal diseases. Simbol of the sun.

Sweet potato (Ipomoea batatas) Sental and South America - invigorator, exessive consumtion stimulate women's sex drive. Along with starch and sugar it contains substances with effect similar to some hormones.

Syrian rue (peganum harmala) Asia, N America - harmel weed, antidepressive, mild inebriant, ritual drink, seeds eaten or smoked. The seeds are burned for healing, exorcism, shamans inhale smoke to reach ecstatic state. Seeds contain carbolins.

Tea shrub (Thea sinensis) Asia- green, oolong or black, stimulant and aid in meditation, especially if drunk in correspondence with chinese tea ceremony, that is a meditation itself. Good in conjunction with spices, ginseng, opium. Contains purines caffeine, theobromine and theophylline, all with stimulating effect on CNS. The shorter time the tea is steeped, the stronger the stimulatig effect, or, in tea ceremony, the first brew is the most powerful.

Thorn apple (Datura species, Solanaceae) worldwide - strong psychodelic, inebriant, very erotic, plant of prophesy and witches plant. Leaves or flowers brewd into tea, seeds eaten, herbage smoked. All species and all parts contain highly active tropane alkaloids.

Vanilla (Vanilla planifolia) Central America - stimulant, ingested as a tincture, together with cocoa and arrow root.

Vervan ( Verbena officilalis) Central Europe - invigorator, magical agent, herbage brewd into tea. Was used by German tribes and Celtic druids as sacred and to maintain beautiful erection.

Wheat (Triticum aestivum) Worldwide- strengthen the sexual organs, wheat germ, oil or sprouts ingested. Contains estrogen, vitamine E, that strenghen the sexual organs.

Whild rose shrub- erotic stimulant,especially for women, love magic, rose petals used in tea or love potions. Rose oil used as parfume,

Wild lettuce (Lactuca virosa) Europe, N America - mild inebriant, narcotic, dried sap smoked for ritual purposes and as a sexual stimulant.Contains an alkaloid lactusine with qualities similar to morphine.

Wood rose (Argyreia nervosa) Hawaii- a vine plant, psychodelic, magical agent, seeds contain the indole alkaloids lysergic acid amide and ergoline both of which cause euphoriant and aphrodisiac effect.

Wormwood (Artemisia absinthium) - oldest of medicinal plants, sacred to youthful goddess Artemis. Used in folk gynecological recepies, love magic. In 19th century a wormwood based liquer Absinthe was a famous drug of Bohemians, giving them more art inspiration and erotica. Dried leaves can be smoked in place of marijuana. Plant contains thujone, with mild psychodelic, and aphrodosiac effect but is toxic as well.

Yarrow (Asteraceaea compositae) - stimulant, tonic, love magic, additive for wine or tea. Used in geomancy, and to support vision quest. As aphrodosiac, chew the raw stem or drink tea few hours before intercourse.

Ylang-ylang (Cananga odorata) Southwest Asia- increases eroticism, oil inhailed. Prescribed to treat impotency and frigidity. The oil contains variety of essencial components and acids, can be used internally or externally. Mixed with coconut oil, creates higly erotic body lition.

Yohimbe (Corynanthe yohimbe) West Africa - strong exitant, promotes potency for men, use decoction made from bark. Yohimbine is a genuene aphrodisiac and capable of curing impotency and frigidity, also used ritually. There number of side effects, but if person tolerates it well, he'll experience high erotic joy

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APHRODISIACS:Neurochemistry 101 [08 Mar 2004|10:53pm]

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Sorry this is not cut but I was lazy

Sex is the one aspect of human life that has always held a position of prominence in every time and within every culture nearly without exception. It is a biological imperative of the species. It can be assured that humans have always and will always search for methods to induce sexual arousal, heighten their sexual experience and improve their performance. Aphrodisiacs are substances which are ingested, applied topically, smoked snorted or otherwise delivered into the body to aid in achieving these goals. A huge number of the plants, minerals and synthetic compounds that exist in this world have been labeled aphrodisiac. Throughout history, preparation ingredients have included everything from frogs and berries to sterile, lab synthesized drugs. References to such substances have crept into holy texts from the kama sutra and the Bible to the Koran and in literature from Shakespeare and Ovid to Gilbert and Sullivan plays in the twentieth century (Wedeck, 1963). Mandrake figures prominently in the book of Genesis. Rachel, Jacob's first wife, allows Leah to sleep with Rachel in exchange for mandrake implying that mandrake had some use as an aphrodisiac or possibly as a treatment for fertility. Ovid actually wrote a work called Remedia Amoris, or Remedies for Love detailing specific recipes.

What characteristics qualify a drug or food as an aphrodisiac? Through history, a wide range of characteristics have qualified different substances for this unique category. There are two possible approaches to this question, cultural and scientific. Several primary non-scientific themes have arisen that have echoed through multiple cultures and times. First, genitals of animals have often been deemed aphrodisiac. Cave drawings depict hunters consuming specific parts of their prey in order to gain the characteristics that those organs represented. The Kama Sutra suggests that one boils the testicle of a ram or goat and add milk and sugar before consumption. Even today, female veterinary students in Bristol, England wear the os penis of the dog as a charm. Second, many substances simply resembled human genitalia. In Elizabethan England it was believed that plants with any phallic features like asparagus, parsnips and carrots were certain to be aphrodisiac in their effects. Ukrainians celebrate carrots and celery as folk aphrodisiacs. In Chinese culture much of the aphrodisiac power of ginseng and rhinoceros horn comes from their appearance rather than their chemical composition. Some substances like the root of St. John's Wort and unicorn horns were so aphrodisiacal as a result of this resemblance that they were not even consumed, but simply worn as charms.

However, behind this vast mythology there also exists an honest biological basis for human sexual arousal and a scientific explanation for why many of these compounds give people a rise. Despite the saturation of the concept of the aphrodisiac in nearly all human cultures in history, the scientific community has been reluctant to turn its powerful eye onto the subject. The puritanical value system of western culture has turned a blind eye and has only recently begun to explore even medically diagnosed sexual dysfunctions. Consequently, the body of research on both sexual arousal and the effects of food and drugs on sexual arousal is slim. Most data collected on the effects of drugs and food has arisen from information published about side effects of drugs designed for other purposes or in the specific area of male erectile dysfunction. The dearth of research on the chemistry of sexual arousal only compounds these difficulties. However, the growing field of sex research has spawned a more specific field called pharmacosexology targeted at studying the effects, both positive and negative, of various substances on sexual arousal . This paper offers a general outline of the purported aphrodisiacs that make up a large portion of the foundation of this new field.

The compounds considered here constitute a general sampling of purported aphrodisiacs with identified mechanisms of action. They have been divided into three categories based on their mechanism of action. The entire pool of biologically significant aphrodisiacs can be divided into three primary categories. First, some aphrodisiacs simply provide a burst of nutritional value, improving the immediate health or well-being of the consumer and consequently improving sexual performance and libido. Second, a group of purported aphrodisiacs have more specific physiological effects but are not psychologically active. They may affect blood flow, mimic the burning or "fire" of sex and intercourse or increase the duration of sexual activity by numbing the genital area. The third and final group of aphrodisiacs is made up of compounds that are psycho-pharmacological, that is they actually cross the blood brain barrier and mimic or stimulate some area of sexual arousal. This last category includes a wide range of neurotransmitters, hormones, pheromones, and drugs that mimic or interfere with the normal function of these molecules.

It is reasonable to suggest that proper nutrition and an appropriate balance of nutrients in the diet can promote a general health and well-being in individuals. This simple improvement in general health can lead to a burst of energy and translate into increased sexual appetite. For example, in Hindu tradition, the Kama Sutra describes a "nectar-like" concoction considered a "preservative of life" made up of ghee (clarified butter), honey, sugar, licorice, fennel, and milk (WWW 1). Such a mixture would provide a significant amount of nutrient value and nourishment to the average Hindu at the time of the Kama Sutra. In Chinese tradition, the root of the use of rhinoceros horn as an aphrodisiac may also lie in simple facts of nutritional needs among people at the time. Beyond the fact that rhino horn visually resembles an erect penis, rhino horn also consists of fibrous tissue with large proportions of the elements calcium and phosphorus. Deficiency in these areas lead to muscle weakness and general fatigue. Large doses of these elements in the phase of shortage would lead to a general increase in vigor and stamina. Although this effect could be pronounced enough to deem certain substances aphrodisiacal, well fed humans of the modern world are unlikely to observe the same benefits (Taberner 1985).

A second group of aphrodisiacs are physiologically active beyond the simple nutritional value of the aphrodisiacs described above. The infamous Spanish fly enjoys a long lived reputation as an aphrodisiac. The Roman empress Livia (58 BC - 29 AD) even slipped Spanish fly into the food of other members of the imperial family in hopes of catching them later in sexual indiscretions which could be used against them. The Marquis de Sade often included Spanish fly in the adventures documented in his novels.

Spanish fly is actually made up of dried and crushed beetles of the Cantharis and Mylabris genus' and the Lytta vesicatoria from the Mediterranean, the mid-east and from the British Isles. This preparation contains between 0.4 and 10f the active ingredient in Spanish fly, a crystallized lactone called cantharidin. Cantharidin taken orally in relatively small doses causes an intense burning sensation in the mouth and throat, abdominal cramps, vomiting, diarrhea, painful bloody urination and potential kidney failure. Applied topically, cantharidin again causes a burning sensation to the point of causing blistering and has been used more practically as a wart remover. Also, in some instances the increased blood flow in the body resulting from the consumption of cantharidin actually causes priapism, or prolonged penile erection. However, it is worth noting that this erection is not accompanied by an elevated level of sexual arousal.

Although it seems unlikely to have any aphrodisiacal effects in the light of that description, it has been hypothesized that Spanish fly gained its reputation as a result of its simulation of the "flame" and "passion" of sex (Taberner 1985). Similarly, other compounds that elicit burning sensations, especially various sorts of pepper and paprika have also been considered to have aphrodisiacal qualities. A wide range of aphrodisiacs marketed in the 1970s followed this theme. The "Pseudo Spanish Fly" contained vitamin C, sugar and Spanish pepper (capsicum). "Jungle Love" tablets, "Pseudo-energizers and the "Original Vice-Spice" all primarily contained red pepper. "Pseudo Hard-On Drops" were a combination of licorice root, ginseng, niacin and paprika.

Beyond creating passion-like, inflammatory physiological responses, other reported aphrodisiacs are actually predicted to work by desensitizing the genitals. Several plant products containing the chemicals scopolamine and atropine, two muscarinic acetlycholine receptor antagonists, have been used as sexual aids in the past: deadly nightshade (Atropa belladonna), henbane (Hyoscyamus niger), and two plants referred to as mandrake in historical literature the mandrake root (Mandragora officinalis) and the white thorn apple of India or jimson weed in the United States (Datura stramonium). Scopolamine and atropine are examples of parasympatholytics. By blocking muscarinic acetylcholine receptors, these chemicals hinder the activity of the parasympathetic system resulting in sedative and anesthetic effects. Application of these plant products directly to the penis and other genital areas, especially those with mucous membranes, leads to a general tingling and anesthetization of the area stemming premature ejaculation and increasing the duration of sexual activity.

Interestingly, the application of these drugs to the mucous membrane associated with the genital area has been repeated around the world. The Kama Sutra describes how an ointment of datura, pepper and honey allows a man to "make a woman subject to his will" (WWW 1). Medieval European witches applied an ointment of belladonna, mandrake and henbane to the moist membranes of the vagina using broomsticks and staffs as applicators. This ointment is what allowed witches to "fly on their broomsticks to their sabbaths" (Davis, 1985).

Another ancient aphrodisiac works through a similar mechanism. The aphrodisiac known as "love stone" in the West Indies and "chan su" in China, these chemicals have made a comeback in the 1990s in the United States under the names "Stone", "LoveStone", "Black Stone", "Stud 100" and "Rock Hard" (Brubacher et al. 1995). Love stone and chan su have been found to be nearly identical. They contain bufotenine and the bufadienolides resibufogenin, bufalin and cinobufagin derived from toads, especially Bufo bufo gargarizans, Bufo vulgaris and Bufo marinus (Barry et al. 1996; Davis 1985). Bufotenine is a tryptamine psychedelic related to psilocybin and bufadienolides are cardiotonic steroids, or steroids that disrupt the normal rhythm of the heart.

The recently marketed version of "Stone" came in a dry, brown-colored cube. When smoked, the effective delivery of bufotenine accentuates the hallucinogenic effect of the psychedelic. However, when ingested, the effect of the bufadienolides on the heart is accentuated. Between February of 1993 and May of 1995, four men died of cardiac dysrythmia after ingesting this marketed aphrodisiac. The packaging instructed consumers to moisten the cube and apply it externally to the penis to prolong erection. When used appropriately, this should produce an anesthetic effect. Once again, this anesthetic effect is intended to prolong the duration of an erection by numbing sensitivity.

One synthetic recreational drug often claimed as an aphrodisiac, has been employed in a similar way. Cocaine has been applied to the outside of the penis during intercourse. Cocaine interferes with voltage gated sodium channels, blocking action potentials and causing a local numbing sensation (Taberner 1985). The local anesthetic effect of cocaine leads to reduced sensitivity, again leading to increased duration of sexual activity.

The last physiologically active (but not psychoactive) drug to be examined is also used for the purpose of sustaining an erection. This time goal is not to desensitize the penis to avoid premature ejaculation, but to limit the influence of the sympathetic nervous system in order to correct erectile dysfunction, a disorder where men cannot maintain an erection. Erections come about and are maintained through activity in the parasympathetic nervous system. The sympathetic nervous system steps in either during ejaculation or when an erection fades. Viagra is a vastly successful, commercially available drug designed to treat erectile dysfunction.

Viagra actually derives its effectiveness from the fact that it suppresses the sympathetic nervous system in the corpi cavernosi, the spongy cavity in the penis that fills with blood during an erection. Viagra was synthesized by the biotechnology company Pfizer by accident while they were searching for a different sort of vasodilator. They stumbled upon a molecule that mimics the guanosine base of a cGMP that acts as a signaling molecule in a pathway that ultimately inhibits the sympathetic pathway very specifically in the tissues of the penis (WWW 2). Viagra, along with Spanish Fly, plant products containing scopolamine and atropine, bufotenine and the bufodienolides, and cocaine all elicit physiological responses in humans that some have deemed aphrodisiacal at some point in history.

The last major group of biologically active aphrodisiacs are those that are psychoactive in nature. This category is the most difficult to study because knowledge of both sexual arousal and the mechanisms of the psychoactive properties of drugs are limited. Only the most general information about sexual arousal and the brain is understood. Adrenergic, serotonergic and dopaminergic pathways have been the most carefully studied (Rosen and Ashton 1993).

Recently a great deal of attention has been placed on investigating the role of alpha-2 norepinephrine receptors in sexual arousal. This interest stemmed from the study of an alpha-2 adrenergic antagonist called yohimbine. Yohimbine is another historic aphrodisiac. Yohimbine is an alkaloid derived from the bark of the yohibehe tree from West Africa. It has been used as an aphrodisiac in Africa for centuries. In scientific literature it is also referred to as aphrodine or corynine. Yohimbine has been shown to be a powerful sexual stimulant in rats. However, similarly dramatic effects have yet to be found in humans. Originally, yohimbine was explored as a pure vasodilator which would treat erectile dysfunction vascularly. Alpha-2 adrenergic antagonists produce vasodilation by inhibiting normal vasoconstriction in the sympathetic nervous system, similar to the effect of Viagra. This could help initiation and maintenance of an erection. However, more recent studies have found that yohimbine's effects could modulate a more general psychological factor of sexual response, and thus have an indirect effect on erectile response (Rowland et al. 1997).

Serotonin has generally been viewed as an inhibitory transmitter in the control of sexual arousal. Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) increase the amount of time serotonin stays in the synaptic cleft. The primary side effect of these antidepressants is to decrease libido and make the achievement of an orgasm very difficult. More recently, the serotonergic antagonists LY53857 and LY281067 have been explored as potential prosexual drugs. Application of these compounds in rats has led to increase in sexual behavior and ejaculation in male rats(Rosen and Ashton 1993). However, the effects of MDA and MDMA, described as "speed for lovers", are described by users as incredibly aphrodisiacal despite the fact that the acute effects of these drugs are to increase the amount of serotonergic activity. This highlights the importance of the looking at the entire range of action of a drug. These drugs also produce a certain level of relaxation and euphoria to which these aphrodisiac effects could probably be attributed.

Dopaminergic stimulation of receptors during sexual response and arousal is located in the forebrain and midbrain regions. More specifically dopaminergic stimulation of the ventral area of the striatum seems to influence sex drive while the dorsal striatum region seems to control orgasm and ejaculation. Dopamine specific nerves span from the hypothalamus to the pituitary gland suppressing the release of prolactin. High levels of prolactin have been connected to lower libido (Rosen and Ashton 1993; Taberner 1985).

Dopamine antagonists like haloperidol appear to diminish sexual arousal while it has been argued that one of the precursors of dopamine, L-dopa has aphrodisiacal effects (Taberner 1985). When L-Dopa was first prescribed in the 1960s and 70s as a treatment for Parkinson's disease, there was a large number of clinical reports of hypersexuality in patients including eighty year old men returning to their youth with nocturnal emissions and erotic dreams. Some of this effect may have been attributable to the improved health and mood of the patients as a result of the drug's therapeutic effects. In 1970 an adult film chronicling a husband and wife's experience with the drug in graphic detail even bore the title L-Dopa. However, since then research on the effect of L-dopa on sexual arousal in humans has been mixed. It has been proposed that only some subgroup of patients have an increased susceptibility to the prosexual effects of L-Dopa, but this has not been investigated (Rosen and Ashton 1993).

On the opposite end of the spectrum, the observed response to a dopamine agonist, bromocriptine, has also supported the dopamine-prolactin model of sexual arousal. Bromocriptine increases the amount of dopamine reaching the anterior pituitary and consequently reduces the amount of prolactin in the body. It has been shown to increase the frequency of ejaculation, masturbation, intercourse and orgasm in a study of men suffering from sexual impotence (Taberner 1985).

The biological truth behind purported prosexual psychoactive drugs that affect the dopaminergic, serotonergic and adrenergic pathways in the brain are the most difficult to pin down. The current limited understanding of the complexity of the serves merely as a blunt tool for identifying aphrodisiacs. The data for this entire set of purportedly prosexual psychoactive compounds is limited to a collection of clinical studies that have great methodological difficulties. Every study seems to approach the quantification of increased sexual arousal in a different way. As a consequence of these factors, our knowledge of psychoactive prosexual drugs is limited. The body of knowledge on classical aphrodisiacs and drugs with physiological and nutritional effects is more complete. However, it is certain that our increasing understanding of the complexity of the brain and the increasing acceptance of sex related research in the scientific community will yield more information soon.

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[08 Mar 2004|01:03am]

[ mood | dorky ]

You study each painting. I find it difficult to keep my eyes from wandering over your frame. My eyes nearly undressing you as I peer at you. My mind battles with itself.

I give in walking up behind you. As we make idol conversation about the menet. My hands tremble as I place them on your shoulders, my pinky’s slip under the thin strap of your dress and I lean in and press my lips to the nape of your neck, brushing them over the smooth skin slowly. “Appena dicami di arrestarsi” my hands begin to move down your arms pulling the straps from your shoulder. Your breath becomes short as you bite your lip. You moan softly nodding to my Italian, my hand moves to your hip. I begin to gather the material of your dress in my palm, lifting it up slowly.

You moan your eyes closing as you wrap your arms up around your self in a comforting hug

My palm leaves your other arm and runs up to your chin, I turn you to me slowly “Così delicatamente” Kissing over your milky shoulder. Your lips kiss my finger tips one by one as you lean back against me.

A soft hiss escapes my lips and I follow back up your neck kissing softly behind your ear “Mmmm Belle” I whisper softly, my hand moves over your exposed thigh feeling the silky stocking. I slip under the garter, my fingers stretching to the soft panties,I push under them with a soft sigh.

The crashing sound of the glass shattering on the floor as you drop it echoes through the large room, Your moans soft and breathy, I smile and reach out knocking the panting to the floor.

My knees guide you to the large push chair helping you steady your self as I kiss you, violating your mouth with my tongue. Your hand wraps up in my hair, our tongues rolling over each other.

My fingers slip further into your panties, your lips wet and warm at my touch I whimper pushing closer, my thumb running over your clit softly.

I cup your breast and I feel your nipple hardening under the soft caress of my thumb. You moan and sway into my fingers touch.

My lips retreat down your chin and follow your jaw to your ear lobe “il mio dio. Desidero assagiarlo”. I follow your neck kissing down your spine pulling at the soft material of your dress. My fingers run over your lips and push into you, feeling the warm wetnessof your lips. You cry out and push back on my touch fighting with your self to rock into my fingers and the touch of my thumb teasing your soft clit.

I lower myself feeling my mouth water; I push your panties to the side and stretch the tip of my tongue to your clit. Tasting you with a deep moan, I tremble

You cry out in the hollow room, you hips tilt back into me. I smile, sucking, slipping my tongue over your clit faster feeling my face getting wetter and enjoying the taste, the smell, the feel of you against my cheeks.

Your nails rake over my shoulder, and you moan rocking into my touch I feel you shifting as you pull off your dress and then grip the back of the chair.

My tongue darts over your slit running up and down your flesh . I feel your thighs tremble against my cheeks. I moan pushing my tongue into you darting it in and out of you in small slow circles. You cry out peurring pulling my hair and face hard against you. I lift up nipping softly at your clit before slamming my tongue deeper into you with a soft hiss. You rock back and forth nearly falling, I steady you sucking your clit harder letting the tip of my tongue push against it until I feel you cum against my face with a hard jerk against my chin.

I kiss your clit and pull back from you and stand, I guide you looking down at you undoing my pants, I grab my shaft and lean into you ”Può il vaffunculo di” Your arms wrap up around me in a fever and I feel your lips clash against mine as your tongue pushes into my wet mouth .

I moan into your mouth, rubbing the tip of my cock between your lips, sliding it over your clit. You rock against me inching closer and I feel myself pushing into you. Our hips smash into each other. Our breath panted moans that echo in the room. Your teeth bite at my lip as I slam into you harder feeling you constrict around my cock. “Mi Belle”

I grab your thigh pulling your leg around my back , feeling the heel of your shoe scrape across it. I cry out arching back slamming harder into you.

Your nails scratch at me as your hips rock harder against me. I feel your thighs trembling against me as I thrust harder trying to get deeper inside you.

“mi Belle Non posso” I whimper though bated breaths “Sto andando”
You nod slamming harder against me I feel your body tense up under me. Your moans echo louder and I feel your body shake as I thrust hard into you, my climax following yours.

Through bated breaths and soft kisses we purr and hold each other. The menet and all his paintings watching in horror at our accepted sin.

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Master Debater [07 Mar 2004|11:52pm]

[ mood | devious ]

We banter back in forth the debate becomes more and more intense. The meaning of matter, dark matter and theories of time and space particles, I watch your eyes fiery and filled passion your words intellect making me shift. Your minds as fucking hot as you are. I move closer and smirk

“c’mre “you pat your lap. I give into to your demand and the debate ends as I straddle your lap, I watch I watch me; my hair tickles your cheek in a soft brush. I tilt my head betokening your lips to my mine. Pillow talk and soft laughter play back and forth amongst kisses and slow grinds on bony hips.

Your fingers touch my sides softly. I tug at your shirt and it slides between us, your back arching like a cat letting the material flow off your pale skin. I admire you tasting your soft lips with each breath pulling me in closer to your passion,

I feel my shirt pull away from me and my hair lay back against my bare spine. Our eyes capture each other, Bitten lip the glide of a tongue, and our hands move to your belts the buckles clinking in the silence only being accompanied by our bated breath.

I peer down in the darkness of your jeans as my hand slips in to them. I can feel your shaft hard in affirmation of your desires. Finger by finger I grip around you stroke by stroke I relaxing and tighten my grip. You head falls back, your eyes closed. Your hands grip my hips rocking me in time with each stroke. ‘Harder” Your whisper likes a distant roll of thunder. low guttural and primal.

I snake down kissing over your throat, following the natural trail down your chest purring with each heave of your ribs. My knees slip comfortably to the floor. I can feel your hand running over my head your fingers entangles in my hair pulling me to your cock throbbing in my palm.

A quick coy smile is shared before my lips press against your head. I caress the soft skin moaning and kissing you tenderly. My tongue darts over the slit of your cock and I taste you slightly. I dip my tongue deeper into you feeling the skin push open. Your moans fill my ears, your hand pulling my hair and head closer to you urging my lips over your head and down your shaft. I let you guide my head as I suck your cock in a rhythmic motion, touching my lips to the base of your pelvis.

You purr tilting your hips up to my lips your hand caressing the back of my skull. I lift up slowly, feeling the skin stretch against my tongue. Your voice cracks and moans, your hand pushing my head back onto you as you buck up smashing your cock into the back of my throat. “Fuck” I lift my tongue up lapping the vein up, sucking harder. Your hand pulls harder on my locks pushing and pulling my head guiding my mouth over your cock I feel your hips tilting harder and faster against me.

I shift closer and grip your thigh feeling my nails dogging into your thigh. God I want to taste you. I suck harder swallowing the saliva building in my mouth as I salivate at the thought of your on coming orgasm, my throat constricts around you the air getting hot and harder to breathe, my hair sticking to my cheeks.

I can feel your eyes on my watching me. God I wish I could step outside of myself and see your face. I feel your cock twitch and flutter against my pallet. I place my hand over yours on the back of my head moaning. Harder I suck begging in my mind to taste you.

You grip my shoulder and cry out your body jerks up slamming harder into my throat nearly choking me, God I love the way you brutalize me. I whimper out mumbling out my devotion as you’re cum fills my mouth and I savor the taste of your euphoria.

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Human sexuality: [07 Mar 2004|02:38pm]

[ mood | tired ]

We think of Sex as an act or as a gender. But these are only the beginning. Sex is something that is you. Your sexuality stems from everything that occurs in your life. We have the basics laid down in our brain sex that some times doesn’t reflect our physical sex.

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Sex is in everything we do, the way we move, speak and interact with one another. Even the subtle change of a smile can be read into a sexual response. We have paths laid at a young age to determine our sexuality, as I was saying before I went off on the above tangent.

We know that children go through phase’s ruder syndrome, Coproplay and discovering themselves. If you do not allow phases to play out interrupted then you create a sexual Paraphilia .

For example when a child plays in their diaper it is to us appalling but if you do not let this natural behavior play out you will have in most cases an adult with a Coprophilia fetish that can range from wanting to be defecated on to swimming in Outhouses.

We can find key psychological points in ones life to explain why one has one fetish or another with a bit of study.

In this case the gentleman was kept in a closet, he had no social interaction with others and was left to his own devices, and He suffered physical and metal abuse as well as neglect and sexual abuse from a family members.

This gave him a dissociative disorder as well as anti-love syndrome. These grew into violent eruptions and unusual social behavior. His sexuality followed suit.

He became aroused by power play, violent and deranged fantasies played out in his head he abused animals as a way to lash out his own emotional turmoil and then moved to other weak but larger prey for his own satisfaction.

This gentleman has violent serial pediphilic behaviors. He shows degrees of Sadism and the desire to be in power. He needs to create fear in his victim as was in himself. In essence, this man literally replays out his own upbringing.

In my opinion this gentleman is a serious threat to our society and needs to get the proper care in order to be within the normal population of our society.

This is what happens with the paraphilics that are on the extreme end of sexual deviance. Not all parahilics are serial killers or rapists. Just like other forms of diveristy you have the good and the bad.

Another case to ponder..

A child grows up in a very strict religious home. His infantile phases of self exploration are supressed. He is taught that the feelings he is have are a sin from an early age as he grows into his sexuality he finds autoerotic-aphyxiphilia to be very satisfying he feels dirty and satisfaction at the same time and enjoys this sensation.

He masturbates as we all do but due to his conservative upbringing masturbation has taken on a punishing scenario he enjoys the suffering of lack of oxygen for the "guilt" that is preprogrammed into his mind. Even if he himself does not see this.

He begins finding other ways to defile himself slave play and bondage. He is in a healthy relationship with a matrix and he has a very normal and healthy sexuality. At least in his relationship it is.

So not all of us Paraphilics are monsters, we just like a bit of kink on our plates.

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Shibari [05 Mar 2004|11:55am]

[ mood | busy ]

Japanese bondage, Shibari, or freestyle rope bondage classes Starting on Monday at 7 pm.

This workshop will include a short history of Shibari and its evolution from Hojojutsu, a prisoner restraint and information retrieval system, ie torture method, into a SM play tool and erotic art form. It will cover traditional methods and ties. Part 1 will cover the foundation of most Shibari ties, the Takate-Kote.

This is a limited room class and only five will be enrolled this session the class lasts for three weeks starting on Monday March 8th classes every Monday and Wednesday.

The class is 150 dollars per person and all materials are provided.

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Love maps [04 Mar 2004|05:22pm]

[ mood | calm ]

a person (or image) who sufficiently resembles the [person or] image depicted in someone else's lovemap as to become the recipient onto whom the lovemap is projected in a limerent love affair, regardless of whether the response is one of love requited or, being unrequited, induces a pathological reaction of lovesickness.

a developmental representation or template synchronously in the mind and in the brain depicting the idealized lover, the idealized love affair, and the idealized program of sexuoerotic activity projected in imagery or actually engaged in with the lover.

lovemap displacement
an intrinsic element that, developmentally dislocated from its regular place, becomes repositioned in a lovemap, changing it from a normophilic lovemap into a paraphilic one of the displacement type--for example, genital display in paraphilic exhibitionism.

lovemap inclusion
an extraneous element that becomes developmentally incorporated into a lovemap, changing it from a normophilic lovemap into a paraphilic one of the inclusion type--for example, paraphilic fetishism.

the personal experience and manifest expression of agony when the partner with whom one has fallen in love is a total mismatch whose response is indifference, or a partial mismatch whose reciprocity is incomplete, deficient, anomalous, or otherwise unsatisfactory.

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Orgasm [25 Feb 2004|06:29pm]

[ mood | drained ]

Push me down take what you desire, it is all I have to offer you, Stinging flesh from open wounds, Sweat and blood run over my spine, Passion and lust combine in erotic harmony. Aching jaw from clenched teeth, heaving lungs from lack of oxygen, More I beg for more, the searing pain of your touch an explosion of euphoria

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Finis [20 Feb 2004|02:48pm]

[ mood | energetic ]

I smile digging back though my bag and pull out the beads blushing. You look to me with a raised brow.

“I didn’t think you would be bale to guess them” I hold them over your cock letting them vibrate against your shaft. You begin to shudder with a soft moan. I slide them down over your nuts grinning, “Nice?”

Your answer a moan followed by a moan as you squirm. I lay my head onto your chest listening to your hearts pace rise and your cock grow from the touch of the beads dancing against you.

I trail my finger down your shaft and in between your thighs pushing the beads in one at a time. You arch against me. I taste the sweat from your nipple licking softly, it hardening under my tongue.

I kiss over your chest and throw my leg over you straddling your cock carefully. I grind against you feeling the vibrations of the beads; I slip my finger in the ring of at the end of the string of beads. I circle my hips feeling you slide against me , I whimper , Placing my other hand on your chest, curling my fingers into your skin. I feel your hands on my hips squeezing them softly.

Grinding over you I watch you, I bend down licking over your chest tasting you. You grind against me purring as I push you chin back and lick up your neck. You arch up into my touch as I lightly pull on the ring. I bite your chin and slip my fingers over your lips caressing them softly. I feel your lips kissing over each of my fingers. I caress your lips and tongue licking over your chin to your wet lips. I lick roll my tongue lightly against your lip and feel your teeth nip me with a growl

I grind against your hip purring enjoying the pressure on my tongue. I tease you more lightly tugging the beads more.

I whimper kissing over your jaw my nails scratching your neck softly. I can feel you probing against me and I push against you filling myself with you. I clench you tightly sliding down you and swaying my hips moaning loudly.

I can feel your eyes on me, we rocking against each other. I pull at my hair in pleasure filled agony, tugging at the beads inside you. I scratch down my chest feeling the welts forming as I bite my lip. I clash into you riding your cock ,” O god” I wrap my hand around my shaft moving in time with your hips, biting at my lip, Your hands flow over me, I feel your fingers pining my nipples ,tugging softly with each breath,

I can’t get out the words only whimpers and moans escape my lips. I bend down needing to taste you kissing over your jaw searching out your lips. Smashing my mouth to yours in a passionate kiss, I feel you sucking softly at my lower lip and I melt, feeling my climax pour over your stomach beading against your skin as you heave, pushing up into my prostate. I throw myself back arching as I clench onto you as hard as I can.

You buck into me crying out loudly, I jerk on the ring sliding the beads from you intensifying your climax. You bite your lip hard in a shudder; I fall to your chest kissing what flesh I find with my lips. I feel your arms wrap around me.

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Moving on... [19 Feb 2004|07:45pm]

[ mood | devious ]

My eyes trail up your body. You toss your head into your arm moaning loudly. I kiss up your alabaster skin, feeling your lungs heave upon my lips. I undo a cuff from your wrist and bring my hand down to cup your chin.

We kiss with eager tongues moans. I grind against you lifting your leg up with my thigh as I get closer to you.

You watch me slip the cuff locking my self to the bed with you. I intertwine my fingers with yours, holding your hand behind the bed rail hearing the cuff rattles as we move.

I kiss along your jaw, searching out your entry probing you lightly before thrusting into you. You arch up into me with a loud moan I rock against you bone on bone pushing deeper into you. You arms wraps up around me pulling me into you as you rock into me.

I sigh into the crook of your neck kissing the warm skin soft and tender with each breath.
My fingers trail down your side, my hips circle in long strong waves smashing harder into you.

Looking down at you I watch your lip break open under the pressure of your teeth, you whimper and moan moving with me. A smile comes over my lips and I lick the crimson from your lip whispering a breathy “I love you “

Passion over comes me taking your kiss in a rush biting back a moan. Your pants hit my mouth, you hips clashing harder against me. I move slow and steady, feeling my muscle Ripple. Panting looking down at you, I grip your hip, pulling you harder against me.

The fresh taste of iron still clinging to my lip, I hold your hand tightly, whimpering “Derek” My voice cracks and I snap my head back. I feel myself twitching against your walls with my climax. You bear down on me hard panting in exhaustion

I release us from the rail of the bed and feel you arms wrap around me as we kiss.

A few minutes of pillow talk and for the first time, we made it to the bed.

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A bag of tricks on a sunday night [10 Feb 2004|01:17am]

[ mood | dirty ]

The snap of the bag floats to my ears. I am smiling, licking across the fine line of your jaw. “Mmm, what is in the bag Kitten?”

“Toys” My hand digging through the bag, emerges holding black line cuffs.

I let them dangle from my finger, running my hand over your arm. You wink at me and I smile, pulling your arm high above your head snapping the cuff securely around your petite wrist. You bite your lip with a slight smile as I kiss your wrist and pull it up to meet the other cuff hanging from the head board rail.

You pull on the cuffs smiling; I kiss down your forehead digging in the black bag. The long black blind fold snakes out of the bag. I guide your lips up to mine, wrapping the blind fold about your eyes closing you off to the world. . I shift closer swinging my leg over your body and relax back straddling your hips

I circle my hips in slow grind against you as I undo your shirt. You arch up moaning out to the darkness. Your lips nip softly at mine purring, my hands opening your shirt exposing your alabaster flesh. I lead my lips down crawling over your chin, nipping softly at you, reaching again into my bag of tricks.

I lean back letting the toy dance over your chest, it’s tiny fingers caressing your nipple.

“Mmm, what is that?” your skin tensing as your nipple hardens.
“Guess” I trail it down your stomach, watching your musculature ripple. I watch you bite your lip in thought. Letting you ponder the sensation and it’s cause I slide the skirt from your legs, sitting at your side.

I draw it’s touch down following the natural lines of your body to your cock. Your lips part, a moan falls past them “a feather? “

I smile kissing your stomach “You are right. Where would you like to reward you?”

You smirk “Take a guess”

I kiss your wet lower lip “Mmmm Here? “ Not waiting for you to answer me, I move trailing my hair across your chest and nip at your erect nipple “Here?” You arch up into my lips fighting a little at the cuffs. I blow lightly over your nipple, dragging my hair in a fan over your stomach. I suck softly at your slit, smile looking up at you “or here?”

You answer with a tilt of your hips, brushing your cock against my lower lip. I start to tickle your slit with my tongue pushing it’s soft tip in and out of your slit lightly.

I dig back into my bag. kissing the head of your cock. You can feel the smooth, cool material running up your inner thigh. I smirk watching you tug at the cuffs. My hand gliding the soft silk over you. Holding it in my hand I wrap around your cock squeezing my fingers in a rippling effect over your shaft... “This one is?” bending down kissing each of your nipples. “What is it Derek?”

“Mmmm Silk?”

I smirk “very good baby…Where Shall I kiss you this time? “, biting your nipple lightly.

You trace over your lip with your tongue” surprise me”, beginning to writhe more with each light touch of my lips. I step up and I know you can hear me removing my jeans and moving about the room. Again you fight your restraints tossing your head to get an idea of what is coming next. I slide back onto the bed and run my tongue over the bone of your ankle, kissing up to your knee I nip, gliding my tongue higher to your thigh. The cuff makes a clinking noise as you try to reach down to touch me. Your whimper urges me on. I lightly brush my tongue over your entry swirling it over your sensitive nuts sucking on them softly. “Surprise” I reach in and pour the flavored oil over your cock feeling it runs down to my lips. It warms upon my breath as I lick up your shaft tasting the vanilla, swirling my tongue around your head.

You shift under me panting out a soft whispery moan “Did I ever tell you what a lush mouth you have?” I smile at the compliment blowing over your slit with a shaky exhale. I slide my tongue over your slit sliding my tongue in and out teasing you. “MMMM thank you. “Have I ever told you, you have the most perfect cock I have ever seen?” Still tasting you on the tip of my tongue.

“No, but thanks” Your smirk washed away as I devour your cock sucking harder the closer I get to your base. “MMM …. Don’t stop “your voice cracking.

I lean my neck back increasing the suction feeling skin pull in my mouth. I caress your nuts in my palm, playing with them lightly as you buck hard into my mouth. I stretch a finger out running it along the skin of your taint and into you as I slam my mouth back down into your thrust, feeling the tip of your cock caress the back of my throat. You fight with the cuffs the metal screaming against the headboard rail “O god”

I move my finger probing you slipping the tip of my finger over your prostate. I moan sucking back up your shaft, caressing your nuts in a wave. I lick your slit, wet with precum. And slam you back into my mouth guiding you deeper into my throat. feeling the skin stretch in and out of my cheeks as I suck on you harder and harder.

You moan loudly, burrowing your face in your arm. I feel the spasms of your cock before your cum warms my throat.

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Some ideas For The heart day coming up right quick. [03 Feb 2004|01:11am]

[ mood | awake ]

This year, make romantic Valentine's Day traditions such as taking a relaxing weekend vacation in bed with your lover or offering your partner a sumptuous sensual massage a part of your everyday enjoyment. From spicing up your love life to exploring best-selling erotica, Good Vibrations is there to help with some of the most trusted sex toys, books and videos.

These creative ideas (straight from the expert staff of Good Vibes!) are guaranteed to put romance into everyday life. Here is a list of sample surprises for couples to sprinkle throughout the year and enjoy.

For Him

Main Squeeze
Whether you're playing by yourself or with a partner, the Main Squeeze will rub you the right way. This male masturbation sleeve is made of soft, stretchy jelly rubber that is ribbed on the inside with a tasteful, semi-realistic vulva or anus opening.

Neoprene Cock Ring
Experience the ultimate in comfort when you slip on the soft, machine-washable and adjustable snap cock ring.

His: Erotica Tales Written Just for Him
This new collection from Alison Tyler and Thomas Roche is packed with steamy stories told from her point of view. So you can kick back, relax and become part of the story.

For Her

Heavenly G Kit
This kit is a virtual road map to your G-spot! Cathy Winks offers tips on hitting the spot, positions and female ejaculation in the Good Vibrations Guide to the G-Spot. Put your reading into practice with the Crystal Jelly Deluxe Waterproof G-spot vibrator. Kit includes the vibe, book, two AA batteries, Good Vibrations Condoms and Liquid Silk lube samples.

Hers: 30 Erotic Tales Written Just for Her
This new collection from Alison Tyler and Thomas Roche is packed with sexy stories told from his point of view. Take a deep breath and relax -- you're about to become part of the story.

For Couples

Special Valentine's Day Kits

Be My Valentine Kit
Coy suggestions and subtlety are all well and good; for Valentine's Day, however, time is of the essence, and you get only one day to be direct. This kit will get your message across, loud and clear. Includes an Alabama Slammer rechargeable Smoothie vibrator, a box of suggestive Hot Hearts candies, a set of Lover's Lotto foreplay game cards and a Starburst Feather teaser.

Sex By Chocolate Kit
Sex + Chocolate = a Great Valentine's Day! This kit includes the delicious, gourmet chocolate Shunga Body Paint and Body Talk Tattoo Set, complete with stencils and designs to paint naughty messages on your lover. This kit's not just for your taste buds -- let your ears in on the fun when you both listen to (via an included headphone splitter) Passion Press' popular cassette or CD, Ear Candy, which features sexy and salacious excerpts from erotic tales.

Watch Me Kit
Put on a show you and your Valentine will never forget. Get warmed up watching Eyes of Desire 2, our all-time best-selling video. Recreate your own watch-me heat by learning how to show off, strip for you lover, talk dirty and more in the popular book Exhibitionism for the Shy -- and incorporate a sexy Safari Thong Vibe into that striptease.

Bonds Have More Fun Kit
It's a fun beginner's bondage kit that Good Vibrations created based on hundreds of customer requests. Iridescent pink material turns the cuffs and blindfold into decadent pleasure devices, and the cuffs have a nice fit that provides pressure without discomfort. A cute pink feather duster is perfect for that special someone who has been "nice", while the black leather slapper (and its faux-fur reverse side) gives a little sting to those who have been "naughty."

Sweet Life: Erotic Fantasies For Couples
Violet Blue, editor
Ignite your relationship now! Good Vibrations' erotica reviewer Violet Blue has gathered couples' most popular -- and most taboo -- fantasies (as written by today's top erotica writers) and created a sizzling, no-holds-barred collection of explicit first-time encounters in which couples turn their deepest desires into reality. Powerfully written stories contain charming characters.

Great Sex Tips
Anne Hooper
If you like Great Sex Games, this glossy little book of tips, tricks and suggestive color photographs makes a nice addition to your erotic arsenal. Hooper dishes out a wide variety of tips, ranging from playing footsie and wearing a push-up bra to explicit genital stimulation. Short on details but long on fantastic tips, you'll certainly keep busy -- but note that we don't necessarily agree with all of Hooper's opinions (such as avoiding explicit videos). Heterosexual focus. 2001, 240 pp.

Strip Chocolate
Chocolate is legendary for its aphrodisiac qualities -- and this game designed for couples certainly helps that reputation! The Strip Chocolate board game takes the classic I-dare-you challenge away from the pool and poker tables and adds tasty paint-on chocolate sauce in regular and wild cherry flavors. As players move around the board, the clothes come off, the chocolate goes on -- and it becomes your decision how to get the tasty gourmet sauces off each other. An excellent choice for bachelorette, shower and wedding gifts. Manufacturer's Information: This product does not contain preservatives. Please refrigerate after opening. Ingredients: water, white sugar, brown sugar, dutch cocoa powder, whey protein concentrate, non-fat milk, natural flavors.

52 Weeks of Naughty Nights (game)
Get started on a year to remember with this clever, sexy game. Every week, you and your partner take turns selecting a scratch-off card and following through on that week's surprise, including naughty IOUs, suggestions, coupons, role-play ideas and more. Heterosexual focus (the cards are marked "For Him" and "For Her"). Contains 52 scratch-off cards and a satin pouch.

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Brought on by lastnight CSI [30 Jan 2004|01:32pm]

[ mood | creative ]

Zootaphilic.Plushaphilic,toonaphilic,texturphili: All Assoiciated with the fetish Subculture of Furries and plushies.

These are individuals that have taken their love of stuffed animals, Cartoons and Fictional Characters of Animals with human characteristics and have had a sexual behavior as a result.

Last night on CSI Vegas the show went into some details of the darker side of this Fetish Subculture so lets shed some light on it Ok.

Furry has always been a hot topic of debate for those interested in it -- from what it encompasses to its origins. However, remarkably little has been said about the people who are actually interested in this particular subgenre. What is it that "creates" a Furry fan? What makes a person desire to hybridize animals and people together into novel and yet very familiar, sensual forms? And why has it manifested itself so strongly in the last decade?

Surely, you say, it has something to do with the love of animals. Well, possibly less than you might think. There is a difference between an animal lover (who prefers animals in their original form) and a person who has a connection with anthropomorphs -- in some cases; the two are actually incompatible interests. "Furry" Anthropomorphics might have less to do with animals, and a lot more to do with a deep seated need to reinvent humanity.

My hypothesis is there might well be a fairly common background behind many Furry fans. Everyone doesn't necessarily share this history, but it does seem that a fair number of fans do admit to having past experiences that are at least similar.

Let's step back in time and take a look at the people who would grow up to be Furry fans. On average, the first wave of furry fans was in college in the early 90s, which would mean they were children in the 70s to early 80s. This was the golden age of Saturday morning cartoons, before the Clinton administration mandated educational content requirements that more or less slayed the institution in the late 90s.

Now, think about what it was like to be a kid backs then -- especially the shy and socially awkward archetypes that are undeniably common in Furry Fandom. You went to school five mornings a week, faced the masses of intimidating kids who were out to find someone to scapegoat, and came home to news programs that talked about nuclear buildups, hijacked airliners, and depicted the maddening assortment of daily human brutalities. Sunday morning, if you were unlucky, was claimed by church or, if you were lucky, free-form boredom. Six days of the week, you were pulled out of bed at the call of the world around you on its schedule to do its will.

But Saturday... that was your day. Free to spend with those colorful creatures on the television. Sure, they were nonsense, made to sell you video games or other merchandise, but you saw something there. A vague hint of an existence that was not dominated by the monochromatic forms that dictated painful reality. It set the tone, unintentionally conditioning you week after week for years of your life. As you grew, you latched onto Robin Hood or something similar, associating much like an autistic child does with animals -- you had found "your people."

As you matured physically, you started to realize that you couldn't take your people with you. They had remained, culturally, in the childhood years, neuter and innocent. You couldn't leave them behind, so you asked more of them -- personally crafting new, more adult, fantasies around them. And this is where Furry arose, to try and fill that aching void of adulthood. The parts that ached the worst were the parts that preyed upon your loneliness, and on things that you were not allowed to enjoy because of your shyness and alienation from the people around you.

You see a similar pattern of adult needs in Japanese animation (often called "Anime"), which, probably not coincidentally, rose in popularity around the same time as the lesser known genre of Furry. It doesn't take much thought to realize that it, too, fulfills the promise of animation for a mature audience, so it shouldn't come as a surprise that Japanese animation styles have manifested in Furry art quite a bit.

If this hypothesis is correct, then it's possible that the cultural phenomenon that created the sub-genre of Furry may well be transitory -- a mere accident of unintentional but powerful conditioning we may never see the likes of again (since Saturday morning is now a wasteland of live-action soap operas for children). The anthropomorphic genre has a long history, but the current surge of interest in the subgenre of "Furry" may well have a lifespan limited to a particular generation of extremely dedicated fans. Only time will tell what it will evolve into as this group moves into middle age.

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What can I say I like to be face fucked [29 Jan 2004|01:46pm]

[ mood | flirty ]

My hand pushes and pulls at the sensitive flesh. A hiss pushes past your parted lips. A shift of bodies, you lean in closer grinding your knee against my cock, nipping at my lip. A loan moan fill my ears, my hips tilt up grinding my cock between my pelvic bone and your knee. My hand tightens its grip as my fingers curl digging into the tender flesh. The conflicting sensations of pleasure and pain flow over me. I whimper seeking out your touch. Soft lips touch my cheek. My cock twitches. My hips buck up into nothing as you shift away from me.

“Tease” my voice dry and low. I try to swallow. “I know I know” Your eyes capture mine and your lip curls in a sadistic smirk.

I can feel the skins tug and pull in me palm, biting your lip, my thumb slides across your slit, digging into you. A hiss blows by your lips your hand extends and grips the cushion behind my head fisting it tightly. Your hips tilt and rock thrusting yourself in my palm.

I wiggle down under you watching the head of your cock slowly inching closer my mouth begins to water. I pant and whimper. Closer still, I can see your thighs trembling and hear the skin of your cock and my palm slide against each other. My jaw tightens and I stretch out trying to reach your head, you sway above me thrusting into my hand.

The head of your cock brushes against my chin and I hold my breath, reaching out and kissing the tip of your cock. My tongue darts from my lips sinking itself into your slit.

You tremble, moaning swaying your hips to my lips sliding your cock into my mouth. I devour your shaft. My hand grabs your ass roughly, pulling you to my face... I hear your whimpers. My tongue pushes up along your vein as I suck harder on you, guiding your hips back and forth.

My teeth graze across your shaft as you buck harder into my mouth. I push and pull at your sides. You cock slams into the back of my throat. We moan and whimper. My nails dig into your hips as you fuck my mouth in frenzied passion.
I can feel you tense up; your cock twitches in spasms in my mouth. I feel you slamming harder nearly pushing me head into the cushions. A hard pound into the back of my throat you shiver moaning pulling at my hair and I feel the warmth of your orgasm flow down my throat.

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sexuality and slogans hmmm [21 Jan 2004|08:09pm]

[ mood | bouncy ]

It seems that everybody has a slogan these days. It only makes sense then that we would provide you guys with a list of condoms slogans... Now it's up to you to decide which brand to use!

7UP: It's an up thing.

AT&T: Reach out and touch someone.

Avis: Trying harder than ever.

Bounty: The quicker picker upper.

Breyers: Taste, not technology.

California Lotto: Who's next?

Campbell's Soup: Mmmm, mmmm good.

Chevron: Use them? People do.

Chevy: Like a rock.

Coca Cola: Always the Real Thing.

Delta Airlines Travel Pack: Delta's ready when you are.

DeVry Condom: A higher degree of success.

Dial: Aren't you glad you use it? Don't you wish everybody did?

Diet Coke: Just for the taste of it.

Diet Pepsi: You got the right one, baby.

Disney: Remember the magic.

Double Mint: Double your pleasure, double your fun!

Downy: Come on in.

Duncan Donuts Condom: It's worth the trip.

Duracell: Can't top the copper top.

Easy-Off Kitchen: It does all the work, so you hardly have to work at all.

Energizer: It keeps going and going and going....

Extra: Lasts longer, and longer, and longer.

Exxon: Rely on the tiger.

Flintstones Vitamins Condom Pack: Ten million strong and growing.

Ford: The best never rest.

General Electric: We bring good things to life!

Glade Plug-Ins: Plug it in, Plug it in.

Hanes (ladies): Just my size!

KFC: Finger-Licking Good.

Lays: Betcha' can't have just one.

M&M: "It melts in your mouth, not in your hands!"

Macintosh: It does more, it costs less, its that simple.

Maxwell House Coffee: Good to the last drop!

McDonald's: Have you had your break today?

Mentos: The freshmaker.

Microsoft: Where do you want to go today?

Milk: Does a body good.

Napa Auto Parts: Keeps America running.

New York Lotto: Cause hey... you never know.

Nike: Just do it.

Nissan: Enjoy the ride.

Palmolive: Tough on grease, not on hands.

Pepsi: Generation Next.

Pringles: Once you pop, you can't stop.

Publix: Where shopping is a pleasure.

Sears: Come see the many sides.

Secret: Strong enough for a man, but pH balanced for a woman.

Sprite: Obey your thirst.

Star Trek: Beam me up.

Star Trek: To Boldly Go Where No Man Has Gone Before.

Taco Bell: Get some; make a run for the border.

The Carl's Jr.: If it doesn't get all over the place, it doesn't belong in your face!

The Dominos Pizza: Hot! Wow! Now!

The John Bobbit: Riveted for her pleasure. Strong for his protection.

The Sears Latex: One coat is good for the entire winter.

Toyota: Oh what a feeling.

United Airlines Travel Pack: Fly United.

Volkswagen: Drivers Wanted.

Wide Leg Jeans: It's wide open!

Wrigley's: Pure chewing satisfaction

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Desire [16 Jan 2004|01:19am]

[ mood | Horny ]

I was sat alone and listening Desire by Slayer and just started thinking and writing...
Oh, and I changed the lyrics to suit me. Feel free to try and sue me.

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Erotic Massage Techniques [14 Jan 2004|06:38pm]

[ mood | creative ]

Erotic Massage Techniques
Getting prepared
A massage should be a pleasant, sensual experience and there many things that can be done to ensure that it is so.

Firstly, you definitely do not want to be interrupted, so lock all your doors and unplug the phones.

The next thing you need to know is that a good massage is not a quick massage. Be prepared to spend some time with your partner, and do your best to set the mood. Dim the lights, have a good massage area (couches are lame), light up some candles, make sure the room temperature and your hands are warm (not too hot), and soft relaxing music is never a bad touch (make sure it is something your partner will like though).

Have your partner shower or bathe to relax and clean himself or herself.

Nice touches are … aromas … a sprinkle of rose petals over the bed … anything that will help set the mood.

Getting Started
Your goal in a massage is to put your partner in a state of relaxation; if you are scared or worried, it is very easy to read from your body language.

Start slowly, be sensitive to your partner’s response and adapt your technique accordingly; while great massages are not the easiest to give, it is also difficult to give a bad one if you keep this rule in mind.

Rub some massage oil or cream in your hands to get it warm, and then go to work. We at sexinfo101 would like to suggest getting unscented oils for massage. Scented oils sound great, and for that matter smell great too, but their scents are often overpowering. At least experiment with small samples before spending big bucks on something you might only use once.

The whole concept of massage is built around being touched, so try to keep constant contact with your partner. As you explore their body, try to do it in a continuous way to help keep your flow going, as well as to increase the intimacy level. If you are learning for the first time, or learning to please a new partner, don't forget to communicate. You don't necessarily have to ask if every motion you try feels good, but don't be afraid to ask if they want something harder or softer, and make sure to listen to your partner's breathing, it is an excellent indication of how you are doing. Try to keep your movements rhythmic, even, and symmetric when starting out. This will allow your partner to understand what is going on, and relax even more. As you get more experience, you will learn tricks and combo moves to improve your abilities.

Where should you start the massage? Well, there is no one place to begin. Virtually every part of the body (at least the areas that you are allowed to touch) is fair game. Some spots are better then others, and those are usually the ones that allow you to traverse your partners whole body continuously, but there is nothing wrong with hitting the best areas more than once (refer to erogenous zones in the pleasing women and men sections) as long as you don’t dwell too intensely on more sensitive areas.

Starting with the feet and moving up is one way to go about it … another is starting at the head and working your way down. We want to reiterate, there is no one way of doing massage, so start wherever you are comfortable ... just keep experimenting. A suggestion for first timers would be to start at the soldiers, then go to the neck, scalp, run your fingers down to his or her shoulders, arms, upper back, lower back, buttocks, thighs, calves, and then feet; then flip him or her over and work back up. Some areas are better massaged softly, others are better if they are massaged deeper, so start trying! As you gain experience, the whole process will become second nature.

How to use your hands
Again, there is no right or wrong way! We have found that using your finger tips softly in softer and more sensitive areas, and using your full hand, especially your thumbs, works wonders on large, commonly sore, muscle areas like the outer thighs and shoulders. If you are ever unsure, start softly and progressively massage deeper carefully monitoring your partner's breathing. It won't take long until your partner thinks you are a professional.

Some people enjoy being scratched (lightly is recommended), others enjoy being licked, some prefer little circular movements, others enjoy hard deep massages, and yet others want them all. Besides giving ideas, we are unable to give you a road map to your partner's body, as every person is different and enjoys different stimulation. This article will be extended in the near future to include some "hitting strokes", and don't forget to check the pleasing men and women sections to find ways to please each area of your partner's body.

The best advice that we can give you is this … "know your partners body". It is the people who know their partner's bodies the best, who are usually remembered to be the best lovers!

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Bubbles and Passion [12 Jan 2004|10:15pm]

[ mood | ecstatic ]

Bathroom / Shower Sex
The General Ideas
Some general ideas to remember about bathing together. When cum mixes in hot water it general begins to congeal, rather quickly too. This turns the viscous ejaculant into a very sticky substance that if allowed to dry around hair is difficult to remove. Word to the wise is to try and avoid letting this happen. If you are going to make your man ejaculate while bathing, be sure to either have some tissue handy or to take the cum in your mouth and either swallow or spit into a tissue. Secondly, this applies to most women, not all, water tends to absorb vaginal secretions, making it difficult to keep lubricated in the bath. So, if you and your partner wish to practice vaginal intercourse in the bath, try to keep it above water. More over though, this is actually not that bad of a place to practice anal intercourse, due to the cleanliness and the fact soap can be used as a partial lubricant (for the anus only). Too much soap in the anus can become irritating, although the rectum will be spotlessly clean. Do not put soap in the vagina. It will cause major irritation and pain. If your a man and you want to know what it feels like, try to push a bit of soap down the opening of your penis. You won't ever want to do that again.

Bathing Her
Lather up her body and don't miss an inch of that gorgeous skin, from shoulders to toes. Avoid washing her face, she's not a child and most people find little enjoyment from it. Now that she is fully lathered in suds it's time to get down to the main course. Soap up her vulva, washing between her outer and inner vaginal lips. Spread her lips apart and gently wash her clitoris (Do not allow soap to go inside her vagina, can cause infection). Run your soapy hand down the crack of her buttocks and rub a finger all around her anus. If you are planning on some anal play, stick one finger in her anus and wash around inside too. To get her thinking in the right direction stimulate her vagina by rinsing your fingers off well and sticking one or two inside her, making a circular motion; like washing the inside of a tall glass. Do not try to push your fingers in and out of her vagina, water has a very nasty ability to make her vagina not so lubricated. Always remember this, water is not a lubricant and it does not.

Bathing Him
Lather up his body and pay extra attention to his genitals. Take his penis in your hand and lather it up and by basically masterbating him. Wash all around the head and down the shaft. If he has foreskin, pull the foreskin back gently and wash around penis head. Run your soapy hand down the crack of his butt and rub a finger all around his anus. If you are planning on some anal play, stick one finger in his anus and wash around inside.

Think of showering just like bathing except your standing up. The whole issue with water making her less lubricated virtually dissappears. The only thing you really have to remember about the shower is that both of you are in there and it is cold at the back of the shower. Try to be curteous to your partner and share the hot water with them. Other than that it is all about fun.

Waterproof Toys
There are a great number of toys that are waterproof and that can greatly improve your bath time.

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Photo Session [12 Jan 2004|01:05pm]

[ mood | flirty ]

The brush tickled as Gavin trailed it down my chest. I glanced up to find you concentrating biting your lips softly. I watched your large eyes moves and follow the lines you were drawing on my chest.

The figurines of the people Danced across my pecks in dark blues and swirls of greens and purple made the skyline come alive with Bright Yellow stars twinkling with soft white and silver highlights.
You bent down and signed it. I shivered as you smiled and kissed just below your name.

"OK! Don't move" Gavin Hopped up with a grin and a quick kiss over my lips and padded off.

Gavin back and smiled a camera in his hand.

"OK look Sexah"

I laughed and smiled as the flash lit up the candle lit room He moved abut me taking shot after shot I blushed as he came closer and climbed on our bed and walked on his knees taking shots of me.

I begin to play back posing and laughing with him. He straddled me and I found myself looking up at him with the camera in front of him and taking photos. My hand slid up his thigh and he Smirked down at me the paint on my hand left a trail up his skin as I caressed his skin softly.

I realize I am grinding up into your touch. As you wind the camera I smile and part my lips licking them wet.

"stop it..Let me get these shots" your hand swatting my shoulder playfully.


the Smirk on my face fades as you snap another shot

"This is fun" I look up at you.

"Really" you snap another shot "I like it" you down at me proudly.

"Did you get your shots?" Rotating my hips in a delicate shift with a smirk on my lips.

You bite your lip and softly speak "yeah" you snap another.

My hand moves for your thigh sliding slowly up and encircling you in a paint covered palm.

"let me take some Gavin"

You suck on your lip and close your eyes partially as your hand drops slowly to hand me the camera. I lean back laying on the bed below you my hand massaging you in my palm softly. I wait watching you through the eye of the camera. You r lips open and a soft moan escaping. I here the click of the mechanism and see the flash light up your pale flesh.

"oh you are trying to prove their is another shade of red in the world?" Your laugh following nervous and soft.

I wind the camera with my thumb still watching you. I can feel your cock shivering in my hand as I slide my hand over it still teasing you with my hand.

"Mmm no. I just want to capture this. I want a shot of you above me. My cock inside you...Your lips parted and wet from sweat. Your eyes closed.. You back arched back...Just enjoying me. "

You shudder above me in a soft moan. I rotate my hips and push up inside you slowly. You bite back the moans trembling on your lips Your eyes are wide and slowly begin to close enjoying the sensation. I snap a shot the light flashing in the room burns the image of you in my vision.

I wind the camera looking up at you sighing as you relax around me. You grind down on me forcing me deeper into you with a heavy moan as you run your finger tips down my sides. Your tongue slipping over your lower lip as your eyes fully close and you arch your back slightly. I push the button taking another shot.

I settle back letting you grind into my hips pushing me into you and moaning softly I shudder rocking in time with you trying to stay focused on the photography of the moment.

You look down at me your eyes opening with a since of power and beauty. Like you know you are the most beautiful thing in the world you bite the tip of your tongue softly clenching around me and grinding in slow full circles. You smile as you see me tremble with each sway of your hips, soft moans slipping up from my lips as I take another shot of you. My hand begins to tremble. Your hands rest on my chest and then slowly trails down my stomach as you push down onto me harder pushing me deeper in you still.

We slam into each other as you arch back and lean on your palms at me feet.
"God that is beautiful" I whimper free snapping the shot. I wind the camera still watching you. Seeing my hand slip and slide over your cock now covered in paint.

You lean up smirking and push my hand from your cock and grab yourself and begin to play with yourself looking at me triumphant and mischievous. I snap a shot as quickly as I can afraid I may miss the moment. then wind it slowly with my thumb.

I moan and whimper meeting your rocking hips with thrust after thrust You howl out and bend down kissing me in a manic passion. I don't know how the camera got to the night stand safely but it made it somehow as the passion ensued and Grabbed your thighs Slamming deeper into you moaning as My back arched and lifted from the bed. I pull on you holding you close to me as I cry out and become disoriented trying to keep in control of my body.

You growl biting into my lip and shiver above me moaning as your body submits to mine. I clash into you deeply clinging to your my nails digging into your back as I join you nearly weeping from the intensity of ecstasy you bring me.

Panted breath fill the air as we look at one another with a smile and shower one another with affection hearing the rain tapping on the window which ends our Photo Session

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